i accidently saw this quote from diesel website. My mood today is very emotional and complicated. Everyday when i wake up, i feel so lost…i really don’t know what am i going to do later. It is too free for me and somehow i feel been abandoned in this city.  I so blur in working on my task of assignment project, online doing random stuff then eat and slep.

This is life? No…No…No… This is not what i want. But the loneless for today is extremely strong and it attacking me deeply. i start to re-think my future again and again. For those who know me well, i think i m a good planner. I know exactly what i want in life but not for this time. I really worry about my future and how it is gonna to be look like…

Now all i want in my mind is FAMILY, friend, and a proper life. I really miss every moment i had during in M’sia. I really do… I just called my mom simply because i want to heard her voice. I chat with her about my life here and so do her. But when the moment before i sed ” i love you” to her, my mouth is close and tears drop. It is just hard to express my feeling during that certain moment.

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I miss home but i gonna tell myself to stay stong and live well here to make them proud. ***hugs***